Why? Why not?

Why do we do this?
Why do we seek redemption?
Why do we look for answers?
Why do we want a higher power?
Why do we believe in something or someone bigger than us?
Why do we do this?
Why are we so dumb?
Why do we all depend on “him”?
Why do we ask for “his” help?
Why do we do this?
Why are we at “his” mercy?
Why don’t we realize that we only depend on ourselves?
Why are we so useless?
Why……..?

I really don’t understand, sometimes it just seems so unreal and difficult to understand, but it only boils down to one thing…… EVERYONE NEEDS SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN!!! Even though it doesn’t make sense sometimes.